So this is my shopping haul.
I bought the lucky stars ones because I was drawn to that one straight away.
So I thought, oh, I'll get that one.
It smells really nice.
I prefer colored candles for anybody who does candle magic.
And then this one was quite cheap.
These are usually about 30 quid and I thought, that's cheap for that.
It's three different colors.
I would rather a single color, but I thought, well, I haven't had one of these.
I'm treating myself to one of these for a long time because they're 30 pound.
You can keep the jars after them.
I think a lot of people, a lot of the jars, you can keep counting.
Like that blue one would be nice for tree pits.
And then I like the smell of myrrh.
And this was reduced and it's from This Works.
I thought, oh, that's good.
I've had the pillow mist with that.
I don't think it was reduced by much pound, I think, but look at it.
Two pound.
But I like myrrh.
So I thought, oh, I'll have that.
Now, and then I've got another one that was reduced with fiverr because I love a bargain meat.
That one was a fiverr.
And it's cherry blossom.
That's one of my other favorite scents.
It's cherry blossom.
So yeah, it wasn't so much what it looked like.
It was more the smells I went for with those.
And then this, I went in to see a psychic one day and she, I said, I hadn't been very well.
This was before I was diagnosed with the tumor and everything.
And I went in to have a reading because she was doing walk-in readings.
Now, I wasn't booked in, but she had to go because she had an emergency.
So she never did me a reading.
And she told me to
take this powder.
And when I, and then I went down and I bought it in Caerphilly from somewhere and she went and locked up.
So she never, she never gained anything by telling me to consume this.
But it's really good for people with anemia.
And that's when my, I already had iron deficient anemia.
And that's when the A plastic anemia had started because of the tumor increased the surface area in the woman.
And I was just bleeding and bleeding and bleeding.
And obviously it got to the point where I can't make my own red blood cells.
So, and you know, they didn't, they shelve the MRI and never bother Tridymia.
And I was on death door.
I think my HP dropped down to 63, should be around 120 for women.
And it dropped to 63.
I can remember being on a, on a cancer ward as a student and my mentor wasn't the best, but you get on with it.
And she said to me, if that patient is below, his bloods are below 85, he will need to have a blood transfusion.
It's either 85 or 83.
I can't remember.
And I said to her, well, I just got off the phone for my blood updates and mine is 63.
And she said, don't be so stupid.
You wouldn't be standing here and you'd be dead.
And with that, I collapsed.
And then that's when the band seven, band six, band seven, I can't remember.
He said, if your blood is 63, is something seriously wrong with you?
I said, that's what they just told me.
And he then contacted my nursing base that I was training from in Cardiff University to say, she's collapsed.
This student is really unwell.
And then that's when we started to chase it up then.
But I hadn't, I'd already done a literature review.
That's what you do before your dissertation on does vitamin D prevent ovarian cancer?
So I'd already done, because women's health and maternity and nursing and working with women, obviously inspires me.
So that's why I chose to do that as my literature review.
And it does, because a lot of the doctors are prescribing vitamin D.
But you cannot, they cannot recreate the enzymes and the co-factors that the sunlight gives you in a lab.
So it will never be the same as getting it from the sunlight.
And any cancer patients now and elderly patients, et cetera, are being prescribed vitamin D.
But obviously speak to your GPs first.
So I'd already done that.
And I was on, I can't remember if it was placement five, six, it was coming to the end anyway, coming to the end of my training.
And I hadn't learned enough to know what was wrong with me on that cancer ward.
You see, I didn't know that I had a tumor.
But even researching the
ovarian cancer and the vitamin D, I had a lot of symptoms and I'd started chasing it up.
And that's where I had my blood results.
And that's where I was ringing for my blood results.
You know, so really I was lucky.
There's a lot of, people put a lot of things into fate, don't they?
And I think, yeah, it was fate that I was there.
Because if it happened on an orthopedic ward, or if it, you know, because I did orthopedics, if it had happened with the DNs training and what have you, would the right information been passed to myself and passed on to my nursing base?
And what I have said, right, that's it, gave me my medical records.
I'll read it my blooming self.
I don't know.
Anyway, this is good for people because the high iron content in it, which is naturally found.
But obviously, check with your GP before you start drinking tons of it.
