Okay, so we've closed Pontypool a bit earlier.

I've just run one of my volunteers home now.

We've had a quiet day, but there's been something on in the marketplace.

But we have had a lot of new customers in, so please bear with us, because Pontypool is very full with donations.

And we've obviously condensed one shop, haven't we, as well, to get two awful old Blackwoods, didn't we?

So please bear with us if you're a new customer.

And to learn our sort of little quirks and ways and everything else.

We've got lots of donations here.

I've got another car full.

I am into well.

I went very well yesterday.

And I am not too good today, to be honest.

I don't think I'm eating right.

I think I need a complete ring and see if she wants to have a little look at what's going on.

I know I'm eating a load of junk.

But I think I need to sort of meal prep perhaps a bit more now.

Little and often it's working for me, but I think I need to meal prep it so that I've got it, you know.

And I'm not just grabbing it, whatever.

Because I'm not too good.

I'm not too good because... oh gosh.

I had to come off my certain tablets to have the cameras done, the bowel cameras.

And then I had to go back on them for a couple of days and then come back off them to have the bowel cameras again.

And then they wanted me to come off them for a third time.

And I've had to take all this prep solution.

And, you know, I have extreme laxatives that stimulate the nerve endings in the bowel as well.

I took those as well because I knew it wasn't going to shift.

So I, you know, I'm quite washed out electrolyte-wise as well.

So I don't think that's helping.

I'm so tired.

But of course I've been off all my anemia tablets, an aplastic anemia tablet, so that they can deal with it.

And then the lower part of my spine is hurting.

It's like a throbbing, a low-key type of throbbing.

But that's a site where the red blood cells are released, you see.

So it's not like a back injury.

That's part of the aplastic anemia.

So last night I had to go to bed with hot water bottles on it, try and relieve it.

It's like a dull throbbing and it won't go and you can't settle down with it, you know.

So I've had that as well.

And they wanted to do a third camera.

I was like, oh no, I need a break.

I need a break from blooming, pooping and prepping.

So that's what I've done.

There was no obstruction, although they've taken photos and stuff.

There was no obstruction, so I'm happy with that.

So it seems to be a system sort of failure.

And for a long time now, I've had problems with the peristaltic waves that move the feces along the bowel.

Anyway, they're not as strong as I should imagine somebody else's are.

Hence, that's why I have medication to stimulate the nerve endings in the bowel, you know.

Like, for example, laxido and more of a call, they wouldn't touch me like, you know, the ones I have are literally like dynamite, you know.

And I've gone from taking one of those every two days to taking two every day and it's still not shifting.

So there is a problem.

You know, whatever.

I haven't got time for a nice emic bowel.

So I haven't been very well.

And then I think, well, you've got all the toxins staying in your body and that's not good for you either, you know.

So hopefully I can put it back this week now because we have got a lot of donations still to work.

And I want to get P2 open next week.

I think we need a warehouse now, which will be a donation centre, sort of Cwmran to Vineway.

I don't think another shop is going to cut it.

It's just going to get filled up.

We need an actual warehouse with industrial racking.

I think we need a van now as well, a looping van with us on the back.

And we need some sort of showroom, something with big windows in to display the furniture because we're having to move the furniture and put it out.

And things will go, especially if we've got like four chairs or six chairs.

They will go, but it gets a bit repetitive when you have to put it out.

And we're having to slash the prices on the furniture to get it gone so that we can get in the shops.

It's all well and good while the sun is shining.

When the sun is shining, we've got to get it all back in.

So we need something big with a big window front, like the size of Blackwood, but obviously not Blackwood.

Anybody moved in there yet?

Nearly two grand now, he wants for that.

It's double that.

I don't even think he's a registered landlord because he was all about taking me to court when he remembered the Supreme Court for gutting my own shop of my own stuff.

Yeah, and he bothered.

I don't even think he's a registered landlord.

I think he's... I think it's all done under the books, like under the table sort of thing.

Glad I'm out from there, you know.

I am glad.

I'm so content now we've got a convini.

I'm just so content we've got that one.

Seems a nice landlord, you know.

Just hope they don't sell it because you know where you are.

I know where I am for the next five years, see.

It's like risk.

I know where I am for the next five years.

You know, they know what to expect from me.

They know what I'm like.

But I think that's what we need now is we need some sort of showroom to display the cots.

Like a nursery setting like they would in John Lewis or they would in Mothercare.

Set a baby area out so you can see it with a change.

Because I mean they've got changing tables stacked up.

But you can't see them because they're in the donation centre behind all the other stuff.

But if we could set it up like a showroom as well, I think that would work well for us.

But you've got to stop me from...

And then we need at least two other small places to run our clubs from.

Because the shops are too full to run the clubs.

It's just unreal.

I mean if you'd have said to me this time last year, you will have triple the donations you've got now.

I'd have said to you, you can't possibly get triple the donations I've got now.

But we have.

Something else that was brought to my attention on the website.

I hadn't even looked at it to be honest.

On the website they've said something about we had a £1000 grant, which we did.

Off one of the councils.

And it was for our food bank.

And they've said that we use that to go on a holiday to Egypt.

I use my own money to buy a holiday to Egypt.

Because the only time break we get is the week between Christmas and New Year.

It's very quiet in the shops.

So that's the only time we get a break.

And it's nice for us to get away.

And we needed a physical break because we were lifting so much stuff.

We were still working.

And if anybody knows if I can claim the tax back.

Because that would really annoy the haters.

Because we did have a working holiday.

Because we were arranging collections for house fire victims.

And collections for pick ups and stuff like that.

So we were working on different things on our page.

So we did have a working holiday.

So if I can claim the tax back, that's brilliant.

So I paid for that.

I booked it around September.

I'm not even going to bother putting any receipts up.

If somebody wants to arrest me.

Arrest me.

My mother's got all of the information needed for my release.

When I first started this, I had a man approach me.

I wanted to give him some cash.

Quite a bit of cash.

And he said...

So I said, that's fantastic.

I explained to him, you know, we've got haters because they're jealous of us.

And he said he'd given £1,800 to a registered charity shop.

And that he'd raised.

And the member... I can't really... he did tell me which one.

But I don't want to spend money.

And I don't know which... for what area either.

And they'd actually split the money between the staff.

Because another member of staff had told him.

And they felt really bad about it.

Gave him a share back.

I said, well that won't happen with us.

Because I can provide you with receipts.

Because of the haters, I need to have receipts for everything.

If I buy a roll, a toilet roll, I need a receipt for it.

If I buy a staple gun, I need a receipt for it.

Which I do anyway, to do a tax return.

So, I said what I would be able to do.

I said it's not only do you like a certificate for you to put up in a club or whatever.

I would be able to provide you with photocopies of what I've purchased for the food bank.

So if you want me to purchase £1800 of a nappies, £1800 of a food mixture, or £1800 of a racking.

To put the food on, which we could use it for anything.

As long as it was food bank related.

Same with the £1000.

I said I can provide you with a photocopy of those receipts.

And you can see the originals, but I need the originals for my tax return.

So, if anybody would like to make a citizens arrest.

Say I'm embezzling money.

You are more than welcome to.

Because believe me now.

If I got arrested tonight.

And produced all my evidence.

It would show that the baby bank is actually in debt to me.

Because I'll have to put my own money in to keep the cogs rolling.

So, don't even try it.

Don't even try it.

You're all under investigation.

These are the registered charities.

Because you're all spending money on plastic surgery.

Like there's no tomorrow.

And you haven't got enough money to do food banks.

And you're renting out spaces above your food bank.

When you've had all these grants.

And you've got all this money and you're selling all the food.

And it's like you're being donated.

It's like something's not adding up for you.

Because you're not making ends meet.

With one or two buildings.

And we're making ends just about meet.

With five shops.

And a warehouse.

And two vans.

And everything else that goes on.

And we're not even a registered charity.

And we've had one grant for a thousand pounds.

Which, actually, I didn't even ask for.

They approached me twice.

And I think they then approached early and said.

You need to get down there.

With our form.

For her to do the grant for you.

And I sprite up here regularly all through tonight.

And I got it in.

So yes, crack on.

I welcome an investigation into the finances of the baby bank.

Bring it on.

The police won't even bother.

Because they know.

They know that we're not doing anything illegal.

The council know that we are not doing anything illegal.

We could do better to tow the line.

But they also know what my personality's like.

And they also know what I'm trying to prove.

And five years down the line.

And now we're starting to flag up.

Two of you have lost a charity number.

The other two of you are flagging up very badly.

I mean...

I'm still looking for my video.

But for the abuse that I had of one of your other sons.

From RCV.

On the lane.

Because all the men in your family seem to have a problem with women.

Has that been...

Is the charity commission fully aware?

Of what's happening with your son?

Sexually assaulting somebody?

Are they fully aware that you're employing all your family?

To run all of these charitable buildings?

You know, there's definitely a conflict of interest there.

Definitely a couple of conflicts of interest.

And what did Heidi Thomas say?

Oh, RCV.

No lovely little RCV.

No lovely little Tara.

Oh yeah, lovely, isn't it?

Absolutely lovely.

Yeah, yeah.

Sons going around sexually assaulting people.

Yeah, I was always told Be careful who you knock off on your way to the top.

Because it's a long way back on the bottom.

And you don't know who's at the bottom.

And like I had to say, I'm on the bread line like everybody else.

I think it's going to be a very, very abrupt drop for you guys.

Because you're so delusional about your own stature.

That you're going to have such a shock when it actually happens.

Right, well I'm going home now.

As long as I have to eat.

I might have rice and something.

I just feel like I need to eat something.

I might have rice and something and see if I can

kind of cut down on teguing.

I'm not a big fan of teguing ways anyway.

They don't really sit well with my stomach anyway and my bowel.

But we did have the snow cooker once.

Down big risk and that was lovely to have the snow cooker.

But at the moment I'm just like running around everywhere and can't sort of just grabbing bits of food.

And that's not always the best thing to do as a You know, I'd be better off now meal planning and having little meals where I just warm them up and eat them periodically I think.

More stabilising for my blood sugars and things.

A lot of people, if somebody is ill and they've got things like cancer or tumour or blood disorders or haematology problems sometimes they forget that you need anti-fungals, anti-virals anti-histamines 24 7 because your immune system is in stress.

They also forget sometimes they need to check blood sugar on a regular basis because all of these things in your blood can really, really affect you.

And that's how I feel, you know.

On the back of having a hormonal week and having all those cameras done I just feel like I'm exhausted.

And I haven't done that much other than sitting there in price so

hopefully I'll be able to pull it back next week and get myself in a better sort of condition.

